I had a plan. A good plan. I prepared for the plan. And then I went to work and those plans disappeared. The only thing I followed on my plan was I had a morning snack of yogurt and fruit and I wrote down EVERYTHING I ate. That is huge for me because in the past, if I've gone off plan, I stop tracking what I'm eating. But not today.
Today I had a plan. I had issues at work that kept me from following the plan. I still tracked everything. AND I learned that I need to plan for the unexpected. My job tends to be somewhat stressful. To be honest, I've gained about 25 pounds in the 3 years that I've worked there. Which might not sound like a lot but it really is.
So I need to put a plan into place for my work stress. I'm not sure how to do that yet but I suppose that's what this journey is all about. If I learn my triggers and prepare for them, then this new lifestyle that I"m learning will be successful.
At least I hope so. :)
Oh and one more part of my plan that I followed.... I drank all my planned water, 64 oz. :)
Lost and Found
What I'm doing to lose the extra 100 pounds I've been carrying around for over 15 years and hopefully find my true self along the way.
Monday, May 11, 2015
Sunday, May 10, 2015
Day 1 - To begin again... again
I’ve tried this weight loss thing more times than I care to admit. Everyone tells me that when it’s the right time something just hits you and your drive to lose pushes you forward. I think I’ve hit my something.
A couple of weeks ago I was lying in bed watching TV and I realized I heard someone breathing. This kind of freaked me out because I was by myself. I looked around and, seeing nothing out of the ordinary, I went on watching TV. It took me a few minutes to realize it was me that I heard.
As you can imagine, this upset me. Here I was, lying almost completely still in bed and I was breathing like I had just finished exercising. After thinking about it for a few days I came to realize that I didn’t want to live this way anymore. I am about 6 months away from turning 40 (11.10.15) and I did not want to live my 40s like I did my 30s and to be honest, most of my 20s.
So I made a plan and here I am…again. Hopefully this is my last day 1. Here’s my plan: I’m following the Weight Watchers plan again. I’ve had success with it in the past and found it to be easy for me to follow because there isn’t anything I can’t eat if I decide I want it and plan for it.
My starting stats: I’m 39 and 5ft 3in. Yesterday I weighed in at 249.4 lbs. This is the most I’ve ever weighed and I’m using it as a motivator to not go higher. I’m divorced and live alone with my two cats. I have an office job where I sit for most of the day. I haven’t exercised consistently in over 5 years, although I’ve had a gym membership for most of that time.
These are by before pics. I can't wait to show you the after.
So that’s me really.
And here goes.... my last day 1.
A couple of weeks ago I was lying in bed watching TV and I realized I heard someone breathing. This kind of freaked me out because I was by myself. I looked around and, seeing nothing out of the ordinary, I went on watching TV. It took me a few minutes to realize it was me that I heard.
As you can imagine, this upset me. Here I was, lying almost completely still in bed and I was breathing like I had just finished exercising. After thinking about it for a few days I came to realize that I didn’t want to live this way anymore. I am about 6 months away from turning 40 (11.10.15) and I did not want to live my 40s like I did my 30s and to be honest, most of my 20s.
So I made a plan and here I am…again. Hopefully this is my last day 1. Here’s my plan: I’m following the Weight Watchers plan again. I’ve had success with it in the past and found it to be easy for me to follow because there isn’t anything I can’t eat if I decide I want it and plan for it.
My starting stats: I’m 39 and 5ft 3in. Yesterday I weighed in at 249.4 lbs. This is the most I’ve ever weighed and I’m using it as a motivator to not go higher. I’m divorced and live alone with my two cats. I have an office job where I sit for most of the day. I haven’t exercised consistently in over 5 years, although I’ve had a gym membership for most of that time.
These are by before pics. I can't wait to show you the after.
So that’s me really.
And here goes.... my last day 1.
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